In our first year here in our new home here in Honduras, Brantley started this blog. He called it the Honduras Hendersons instead of just something with his name. The idea was that at some point maybe his mother or I would feel/have the need or calling to also write about some of our experiences and share them here. With that in mind, I decided to share. God has blessed Alania, Brantley and I with opportunities to share, preach, live and labor over this past year here in Honduras and for a short time visiting the states during Thanksgiving and Christmas. But honestly, as exciting and exhilarating as some of our experiences have been, what is truly spectacular is that God continues to teach us so much.
The biggest takeaway I have from the past year is God’s Faithfulness in answering prayer and how he has been teaching us to pray. In John 16:23 Jesus told the disciples “if you ask the Father for anything in My name, He will give it to you.” I’ve known that verse for some time but during my first year I’ve found out that it’s true. Not that I didn’t believe it before, I did. But, I am now learning how to ask God for everything I need. In the next verse, vs. 24, He says “ask and you will receive, so that your joy may be made full.” When we ask and receive of God our joy level goes through the roof! At least mine does. It’s not that I had to move to a foreign country to start asking God for things. I’ve asked God for plenty prior to moving to Honduras. But honestly, I just asked God for big things. You know, like to guide Brantley’s life into the right path, for protection when traveling, for a friend or family member to become a Christian, etc. What God has shown me so far this year is that actually our joy is in the small things. That’s why the Bible says things like “you ask and do not receive because you ask with the wrong motives” and “you don’t have because you don’t ask.” (James 4:2-3) The wrong motives are many times just asking for the big things and thinking those will make our life great or give us peace. And, not asking has to do with not asking for the little things at all. I’ve had to ask God for some “nuts and bolts” stuff lately – small stuff but REAL stuff. I’ve asked in areas of my life that, prior to now, I didn’t ask God about because I either thought it was too insignificant to worry God with or, quite honestly, I thought I could handle myself. The answers have not all been yes but many of them have. But even the no’s have come quickly, clearly and have brought joy. The point is that I have truly experienced God in new ways and that He has answered ALL those prayers. Once again, maybe not the way I want, but He has answered. Those answers on small things are what I really believe to be faith builders. Asking God to fix a less than desirable situation with another person, asking God to take care of a task or project that you are dreading, asking God to heal a small physical pain, asking God for patience… These wants that we have but don’t typically take to God because we think we can handle, are where we build our faith enough to ask in faith for big things. The problem is how can we ask in faith believing we have already received, like Jesus told us to in Matthew chapter 21, if we don’t regularly experience God answering our prayers? How can we regularly experience God answering prayers if we don’t depend on him for the daily things we need? How can we trust God if we never entrust anything to Him? How can we entrust big things to Him if we don’t entrust small things to Him? The answer is we don’t. To get answered prayers we have to pray. How anxious are you at this moment about anything? Pray about it. Tell God your most honest thoughts about the situation. Philippians 4:6-7 says “Be anxious for NOTHING, but in EVERYTHING by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” In the context of what I’ve written, please let that sink in.
The Catch
The catch is that if we ask God to fix a situation, we are trusting God to fix it His way. Thereby, we have to give up some control. This is a big place God has been working in my life lately, giving up control. Obviously, you give up a lot of control when you sell everything and go into ministry. You give up control of big things and little things. But consider a question – Which brings you joy? Answer truthfully! Is it in having control or relinquishing of control? I’m not asking which you prefer necessarily, but rather, which brings you joy? Joy actually is in relinquishment of control to someone you can trust. But, control feeds our pride which tells us that we can’t trust anybody else with the situation, not even God. That pride becomes our faith. That is idolatry because our pride is not God it is an idol. So we serve the idol of pride by thinking we can handle a small situation rather than relinquishing control to God, watching him work, learning how He works, experiencing His answers, experiencing His faithfulness, and seeing our faith grow. Instead we entrust things, situations to ourselves by serving our pride and we begin to believe the lie that we can’t trust anyone else with our problems…not even God. Then, when a problem comes too big for us to handle, we try our best to give it to God but we don’t trust God because we’ve never given any little things to God. This scenario has played itself out in my life in years past and I’m so thankful to The Lord for beginning to show me by His grace how he answers prayer and how I can trust Him. Joy is in the relinquishment of control of our lives to God. Controlling your own life may seem comfortable, but relinquishing control is the only place of true joy. Start with the little things “ask and receive that your joy will be made full.”
Your Brother in Christ,
Kris




